6 x 4 Desk and Numb Fingernails

There's a big date today at 3.30pm with Destiny. But like all desirable women from whom we want something, she'll keep me waiting. And when I finally get my time with her, she will be dismissive, evasive and indifferent. She doesn’t know of all the people standing outside in the line that stretches to eternity and often beyond. There I'll linger with the other enthusiasts who have come to her to drink their bit from her well.

AndI assume I will be unprepared. Still my shy self, troubled by the soul bearing that is mandated for the interview. She'll coax me into doing what she wants, even though my teachers have instructed me in the art of asking for what I want. Is it I who wants it? Is this what I want?

And I will stumble through my speech, appear incoherent and at the end of the interview assume she understood what I had asked for—cherubim flesh with eyes that shine adoration. It was I love I had, a longing for Destiny to play her course with me.

But it is the ravens I always see, even in this idyllic island of tropical breezes and sun. The ravens are in my nature, caution flags that keep enthusiasm in check.

But who knows, Destiny may smile on me and work her course. She is wise and she knows.
She knows. I need not ask.

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Azam said…
question not the plan... but rest assured... there is always a plan...
cheers love
9:36 AM
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